The tired and exhaustion and pain and stress triggered my PTSD. Now it’s circling like a hungry beast waiting for the right moment to strike. Avoiding social media. Can’t be triggered now.

This is ongoing and also pretty bad. If anyone wants to talk to me, please send me an ask.

And no, the reblogs to the effects of “This is trash” of one of my posts isn’t helping.

I’ll be avoiding tumblr for the time being. Thanks all.

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The tired and exhaustion and pain and stress triggered my PTSD. Now it’s circling like a hungry beast waiting for the right moment to strike. Avoiding social media. Can’t be triggered now.


Well. Imagine that. After reading through multiple Darths & Droids strips, I’ve come to a realization.

I roleplay well in part because I treat every NPC, and of course every PC, as people, rather than as resources to be used up in some manner and then discarded. It’s never occurred to me not to, which is apparently really weird in certain circles of the RPG community.

Somehow, I feel giddy at this discovery. I’m gonna be able to sleep soon, but I also want to savor this sweet, sweet final victory, years later, to the people who insisted I was wasting their time. It’s not so much that they were doing it wrong, I guess, since that’s one way to play the game; but that I wasn’t wrong, either.

And I wasn’t wrong in a way that means the RPG experience is that much more fun for me.

If I want to hack-and-slash, there are boardgames for that.

But when I want narrative, that’s when I turn to roleplaying games.

And I don’t feel like there’s anything wrong with that anymore.

Speaking of which, I still need to keep writing Cracking the Corp Code.

"Oh your heart. Your still-beating heart. It just won’t trouble me again."



Ferguson Man Forms an Inspiring Team with Cop Watchers to Hold Police Accountable [Video: http://bit.ly/1l8QoAA]

You can donate here to help fund the cameras.

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*huggsss* Thank you! <3


I am working from home again. sorry.



Hey guys! I know I ask a lot, but I really, really, really need help.

My house burnt down on Monday, September 22, 2014.

All we have is the clothes on our backs, and our vehicles. Everyone got out fine, and all my animals are fine. But everything is gone, we no longer have any possessions at all.

Please spread this around and donate if you can, anything at all helps.

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  • NO ONE in attacked chief Jackson
  • NO ONE WAS TRYING TO HARM CHIEF JACKSON. LOOK: this is seconds b4 the mayhem. cc
  • I was right by the chief for much of his walking . No one attacked him. Folks were trying to protect him if anything!
  • Fox and other media outlets falsely reporting that protestors attacked police chief. Live streams show otherwise in

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T~T omg that’s awful *hugs* Stupid toe needs to heal faster, dammit, it clearly does not understand the urgency of the situation, pffttt.

I am so glad I didn’t go “I don’t wanna cane” because god damn am I going to need it out there.

ETA: *huuugs*




just bc someone has low self esteem or has depression doesnt mean theyre not fucking disgusting and manipulative and i keep having to learn this lesson over and over

If someone uses their mental illnesses as an excuse to hurt you without apologizing you get the fuck out of there. My abuser would use it as an excuse and make me feel guilty for my hurt feelings because it wasn’t his fault he was cruel to me.

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Black people being murdered by police is not some new and/or “random” occurrence. This is ongoing and my fellow white people have absolutely no place to say they’re getting tired of the Ferguson discussions. The moment you stop talking about this is the moment these people (particularly children) are swept under the rug as another “misunderstanding”.

Just because it doesn’t effect you doesn’t mean you should be silent.

Do not forget about this.

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i always wondered how he got away with leaning on the consoles. imo, riker is such a douche

My understanding is that Jonathan Frakes had serious back problems, which is why he was always leaning on something and why he had such awkward ways of sitting.

But it’s one of those things where the actor has a disability that the character clearly doesn’t (he’s always shown doing physical things like carrying people and shifting rubble, and anyway, it’s hard to imagine a mundane back problem that couldn’t be corrected). 

So to me, Riker’s constant leaning is something that doesn’t actually happen. It’s like flaws in a model or editing errors: a technical limitation of the show, not a part of it.

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So the black crust on my toe cracked, revealing OWWWW FUCK beneath, pink and raw but not bleeding at least. 

I feel so bad and horrible. I can’t believe I’m still working. The Mandala Coloring Exercise does help a lot but I think I need to stop soon. 



support bi women in relationships with men. support bi women in relationships with nb ppl. support bi women in relationships with other women. support bi women no matter their partners.

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